Twenty Something

[Intro] Yeah Mama said the twenties hit different I ain't believe her till I hit the ceiling Now I'm looking at my bank account Wondering where the hell my pay check went [Verse 1] I moved out at eighteen, thought I knew it all Now I'm eating instant noodles in a rented wall My friends are getting married, some are getting paid I'm still figuring out if I should cut my hair I call my dad on Sundays just to hear him say "Boy, you're doing fine, just take it day by day" But the mirror keeps on asking me who I really am And I keep on giving answers that I don't understand [Pre-Chorus] I don't know if what I'm doing's right It feels okay so guess it's fine You don't like it we can fight But I'm done telling lies [Chorus] I ain't got it figured out But I'm learning how to breathe Every day's a different doubt But I'm still here on my feet I ain't got the answers yet But I'm asking all the time If you see me looking lost Just know I'm doing fine [Verse 2] I used to think that growing up meant knowing what to do Now I know it's just admitting when you have no clue I got a job that pays the bills but eats my soul I got a dream that keeps me up but makes me whole My ex just posted someone new, I double tapped and closed the app My mama asked if I'm okay, I said "yeah" and left it at that I don't wanna be a burden, don't wanna be a mess But I'm tired of pretending that I've got it all together [Pre-Chorus] I don't know if what I'm doing's right It feels okay so guess it's fine You don't like it we can fight But I'm done telling lies [Chorus] I ain't got it figured out But I'm learning how to breathe Every day's a different doubt But I'm still here on my feet I ain't got the answers yet But I'm asking all the time If you see me looking lost Just know I'm doing fine [Bridge] It ain't a walk in the park I prefer to run I don't care that I fell I'ma make this jump Even if I don't I became too numb Even if I fall at least I'm having fun It ain't a walk in the park I prefer to run I don't care that I fell I'ma make this jump Even if I don't I became too numb Even if I fall at least I'm having fun [Verse 3] I used to hate the parties, now I go just to feel something Used to never drink, now I'm pouring out my stomach Used to think that love was just a fairy tale for fools Now I know it's just a gamble and we all break the rules I don't wanna get too detailed about it But we all did something that we said we'd never do And I ain't faking no more smiles for you I got real ones to save, and this face ain't free If I'm acting like I'm okay, then I better get paid Matter of fact I need to get paid just to be me [Pre-Chorus] I don't know if what I'm doing's right It feels okay so guess it's fine You don't like it we can fight But I'm done telling lies [Chorus] I ain't got it figured out But I'm learning how to breathe Every day's a different doubt But I'm still here on my feet I ain't got the answers yet But I'm asking all the time If you see me looking lost Just know I'm doing fine [Outro] I ain't got it figured out But I'm learning how to breathe Every day's a different doubt But I'm still here on my feet Yeah Still here on my feet