三十五岁，又怎样

[Verse 1] [Two-bar intro: one low held note alone with the clock pulse] [Close and dry, everything pressed flat and still] 三十五岁…… 穿得比上班的时候还整齐 图书馆八点半开门，我八点四十五才到 找个角落坐下，把电脑摊开 一千三百个岗位，我只投出去四十份 [Drop to almost nothing] 她以为我还在上班 [Chorus] [The voice lifts in volume but stays low; the hook stays short] 八点四十五，靠窗的位置就没了 我坐在那儿，像还在上班 [One beat of nothing, then push it out] 三十五岁，又怎样 你们要的经验，我全都有 [Say it flat] 被划掉的，是我的岁数 [Post-Chorus] [The hook alone, low and almost to himself] 三十五岁，又怎样 [Verse 2] [Back down, but stuck rather than empty; the pulse stumbles once] [One long wavering note enters underneath] 我在这张桌子坐了好几个月 对面那几个人，我已经认得他们的脸 有人在考证，有人在等一个电话 昨天那个岗位，出生年份我删了又填 那点活我干了十几年 [Sinking, almost giving up] 闭着眼都会 [Chorus] [Everything comes in thick and low, the voice breaking at the edges] 八点四十五，靠窗的位置就没了 我坐在那儿，像还在上班 三十五岁，又怎样 你们要的经验，我全都有 [The one time it all comes out] 被划掉的，是我的岁数 [Post-Chorus] [The hook again, already caving in] 三十五岁，又怎样 [Bridge] [Four bars alone first, everything dropping away piece by piece] [Closest and slowest point of the song; one long note bends out of tune] 前天有一封邮件，我看了很久 上面说我很优秀，只是不合适 我盯着那行字，手停在屏幕上 [Pre-Chorus] [Quiet, each line lower than the last] 我怕的不是被拒绝 是有一天 [Let it crack here] 我自己也信了那句不合适 [Final Chorus] [Slower and quieter than before; the low end heaviest, the voice worn out] 八点四十五，靠窗的位置就没了 我坐在那儿，像还在上班 三十五岁，又怎样 你们要的经验，我全都有 被划掉的，是我的岁数 [No conviction left in it] 三十五岁——我还没打算走 [Outro] [All rhythm gone; almost spoken, nothing left underneath] 回到家，她问我今天累不累 我把电脑包放下 [Leave a space after this line and let it sit] 我说，挺累的