歇斯底里

[Intro - erhu solo, slow and deep, like rain clouds gathering before a storm, 6 seconds] [Emotion: heavy, like something that's been held too long] [Verse 1 - guitar enters, voice low and raspy] [沙哑、沉重地] 你压了太久的那场雨 [沙哑、无奈地] 终于漫过你所有的防御 [沙哑、觉知地] 你以为体面就是不言语 [沙哑、轻声地] 可它在你骨头里凿了渠 [沙哑、颤抖地] 夜深时水声来回地逼 [Pre-Chorus - erhu swells, tension building] [沙哑、醒悟地] 你试过深呼吸 试过转移 [沙哑、自嘲地] 告诉自己“没什么了不起” [沙哑、顿悟地] 可它没走远 只是换了个时机 [沙哑、颤抖地] 等你卸下防备 忽然涌起 [Chorus - full band, erhu wailing, voice with quiet power] [沙哑、释放地] 那就让它来 让它砸 让它碎 [沙哑、嘶哑地] 让它掀翻你所有规矩 [沙哑、觉醒地] 它不是来毁掉你 [沙哑、温暖地] 它是来清空你身体里淤积的泥 [重复副歌] [更有力量地] 歇斯底里 不是你失控 [沙哑、释然地] 是你终于允许自己 [沙哑、辽阔地] 不再端着那杯太满的水 [沙哑、安宁地] 不再绷着那根太久的弦 [沙哑、圆满地] 把该流的 都流出去 [Verse 2 - guitar returns, slightly warmer] [沙哑、叙述地] 你不需要向谁解释 [沙哑、释然地] 你只是在替自己 把命捡起 [沙哑、觉知地] 用一种不够漂亮的方式 [沙哑、轻声地] 从谷底 一寸一寸拉回自己 [Pre-Chorus - repeat] [沙哑、醒悟地] 你试过深呼吸 试过转移 [沙哑、自嘲地] 告诉自己“没什么了不起” [沙哑、顿悟地] 可它没走远 只是换了个时机 [沙哑、颤抖地] 等你卸下防备 忽然涌起 [Chorus - repeat, with more depth] [沙哑、释放地] 那就让它来 让它砸 让它碎 [沙哑、嘶哑地] 让它掀翻你所有规矩 [沙哑、觉醒地] 它不是来毁掉你 [沙哑、温暖地] 它是来清空你身体里淤积的泥 [Bridge - stripped to voice and erhu, intimate] [沙哑、极轻地] 歇斯底里 [停顿] [沙哑、轻声地] 是你对自己 [沙哑、温暖地] 说过最诚实的一句 [沙哑、释然地] 你终于不再忍了 [Outro - erhu and guitar fade, voice alone] [沙哑、余韵] 歇斯底里 [渐渐消失] 你终于 [最后一句如呼吸] 把命还给身体