[male vocal]
(Intro: Sampled Dialogue)
(Sound of a dial-up modem connecting, then cutting off abruptly. A heavy rain starts to patter.)
Sample (HR Manager): "...regrettably, due to restructuring, your position has been eliminated."
Sample (Jack, Whispering): "Eliminated? I was the backbone..."
(Verse 1: The Illusion)
Yo, it started with a paycheck, looked big on paper, felt thin
Eighteen an hour, but the cost of livin’ was a sin
Taxes took a bite, the mortgage screamed for blood
Car note, insurance, yeah, it’s lookin’ like a flood
I’m in the Suburbs, white picket, American Dream
But my bank account? It’s thinner than it seems
Got a wife, two kids, mouths to feed, a roof to keep
But the foundation’s crackin’, buried six feet deep
I’m walkin’ on a tightrope, no net underneath
One gust of wind, and it’s a permanent leave
I’m tellin’ myself, "Jack, you’re stable, you’re straight"
But the interest rates on my debt are sealin’ my fate.
(I thought I was safe...)
(Chorus)
One step over the line, that’s the Kill Threshold
From a corner office to sleepin’ in the shadow, yo
System check, checkmate, watch the American Dream go
From 36.5°C to 4°C, watch the color fade slow
Yeah, the Kill Threshold, it don’t care 'bout your name
You’re just a number, a liability, a statistical game.
(Verse 2: The Combo)
Then the hammer dropped, yeah, the layoff memo came
"Thank you for your service," now I’m playin’ a different game
Unemployment? Chump change, barely covers rent
The savings? Three G’s, yeah, that capital went
Fast as a flash, the clock is tickin’ down
Miss a payment, get a notice, frown upon a frown
Credit score plummets, 780 to 6-0
Can’t get a job now, 'cause the system says "no"
"No credit, no hire," that’s the new rule
Tryna find a lifeline, but I’m playin’ the fool
Back’s actin’ up, the pain is real, sharp as a knife
But the ER bill? Man, that’s the end of my life
(If I go in, I’m broke. If I stay, I’m broke.)
I skip the doctor, pop a friend’s pill, feel the high
Just to numb the panic, just to watch the hours fly.
(Bridge)
The house got foreclosed, kicked out to the curb
Sleepin’ in the Motel 6, watchin’ life go berserk
Phone gets shut off, no address, no trace
Tryna apply online, but I’m losin’ the race
Wife took the kids, went back to her ma
Left me with the demons and the cold winter air
I’m 42 years old, feelin’ ancient and frail
Trapped in a system designed to fail.
(Verse 3: The Point of No Return)
Now I’m on the sidewalk, cardboard is my bed
Join the ranks of the ghosts, livin’ life without a thread
Tryna get a job? "No address? Get lost."
Tryna get help? "The line’s at the cost."
Back’s shattered, lungs weak, breathin’ in the damp
Tryna stay warm, tryna find a crumb of lamb
The cold sets in, the hunger bites deep
The only friends I got are the rats and the street sweep
They say "Move along," treat me like trash
One bad decision, one final smash
A needle for the pain, a sip to forget
But the debt keeps comin’, ain’t no amnesty yet
I’m just a statistic, a body in the street
Another casualty of the concrete.
(Outro)
(The beat starts to distort, slow down, and fade.)
From the office to the alley, yeah, the fall was steep
No margin for error when you’re tryna keep
Your head above water in this capitalist sea
One ripple, one hiccup, and they’re scrapin’ the debris.
I’m just... cold.
Just... tired.
(Sound of a distant siren, then silence.)